I never forget, even if I wanted to, it is impossible for me. But it’s alright, im not sad anymore, I’ve accepted it, but im bearing with it as if it’s still happening, I still feel the panic, the fear I had back then, I cant relax, I cant let my guard down, i say im ready to fight, forgetting that fight is over already, but its alright because I have all the answers now, I’ve looked from every side, checked every corner, counted every brick and every crack in the wall, i’ve accepted it. I wont make the same mistake again.